FAIRYTALE & LOVE?

2008-08-27T12:19:00.000+08:00

moved to

plainwina.blogspot.com

2008-08-26T20:48:00.002+08:00

hehe.. i think my blog died long time ago...
jst that i hav been thinking a lot lately...
seen a lot lately..
so envious of my frens.. who are so happy now.. having someone they can depend on =)
not that my life is not happy now.. bt isnt it really fantastic if there is someone who can always be there to care for you?

2008-06-26T08:12:00.004+08:00

erhmm.. well.. somehow if u do read my blog.. will jst say sorry to you for whatever happened..

i dont know.. somehow its jst that i cant stop thinking..

i tried to stop.. bt i cant..

i guess its because of what happened previously that is still stuck in my mind..

im tearing myself apart..

forgive me?

2008-06-13T23:32:00.002+08:00

hello ppl!!!

i finally went to watch kungfu panda after such a long time of never-stepping-into-the-cinema!
it was really funny can!!! go go go n watch!

den went to eat sakae sushi buffet! i ate 11 plates!! fat like crazy!! haha..

really enjoyed the time spent with him though! =D

i love your smile so pls always keep it with you!!!

2008-06-11T00:33:00.003+08:00

i had my ex-class outing yest!

went all the way to downtown east for KBOX! haha.. took me one and a half hour of sitting in the bus which made my butt and waist totally in pain!!! >.<

was quite okay though.. it has been so long since all of us were gathered together!! I miss 1H04!

many many things that i wanna say bt i just cant seem to translate it into words.. lol..

BLAH.. i cant wait for Friday to come! =)

LALALALALALA~

2008-06-06T23:14:00.005+08:00

I love shopping! >.<

bt i dont like to see my money depleting!!!

tell me what can i do?? LOL

things have been going on better for me.. but somehow i jst feel really lonely and unwanted.. its hard to describe the feeling.. i am not a strong person.. i need someone to notice me.. someone to care about me.. maybe i sound demanding.. but everyone want to feel loved, dont they?
what is happiness? why do i feel that sometimes it is given to me and then it's taken away so so so fast? thinking about certain things make me feel really confused.. i can never find the answer to some questions..

why do i feel so empty inside?

2008-06-03T17:21:00.002+08:00

I'm having HOLIDAYS now! =)

i feel like complaining about myself recently.. no no.. i have to!

I am really very very stupid! It takes me really a long time to memorise my notes for exam!! >.<>

my SSM proficiency test was terrible! Its difficult! and as i am from Sugarloaf, i dont even know what to do at first lar! i have to go and find out from the rest how am i supposed to do many of the things! I was really so nervous that i keep on doing the wrong thing! >.<

Accounting was tough tooo!!! >.<

I am really STUPID!

2008-05-30T23:22:00.002+08:00

Hey ppl!

mi blog is no no fun huh? i have no idea what to blog about.. =x
sometimes i wonder why my live is so eventless compared to others'
sometimes i wonder why my life is so dull..

my mood has been going up and down these few days.. i seriously think that i need to cheer myself up!! >.<>
have not been having good sleep for awhile.. keep on waking up in the middle of the night.. I wish i can have a good good night of sleep tonight!

Oh ya, btw.. Friday Sugarloaf broke the record again! we have the highest revenue for the week!! Many many cheers to all of us!

Monday will be my proficiency test for SSM! and i am NOT prepared at all!! i dun even know anything!!! >.<>

will be going for Adidas Sundown Marathon tmr.. nt excited though.. i feel like killing myself for signing up whenever i think that i still have so many things to study.. it better be fun.. if not i will die there!!

p.s I wanna take Singapore Flyer!! >.<

2008-05-29T08:40:00.002+08:00

My life is in a big big mess right now..
Things that i do not have control in keeps popping up and i seriously dont know how to deal with it.. I find it difficult to concentrate on something now.. mi mind keeps on drifting away.. and i'm so so tired..
really hope that things will get better..

Arrghh.. many many things happening at the same time..
i gt tests coming up and Adidas Sundown Marathon!
I need xtra time!! >.<

2008-05-25T15:23:00.002+08:00

i'm an insensitive person!

well.. pisces are supposed to be sensitive, arent they? maybe i am those selfish people who only think about themselves and not about other people.. knowing this make me feel so troubled and confused.. did i hurt many ppl in the past? i always think a lot.. but it seems that i dont think enough for other people..

everybody view things differently.. but i always assumed that people feel the same way as i do.. that whatever i think is what other's thinking as well..

STUPID wina.. pls change your mindset!!! >.<

2008-05-23T20:18:00.005+08:00

Sugarloaf and Top Table started with their operation already!!

I had my first duty at Sugarloaf today! and i'm the CAPTAIN!

Bt oh well, what i did was just to clear plates and trays! LOL! sounds nice only.. it was so busy that we have to keep on clearing and clearing lar! (ok.. maybe a little bit too exagerated.. business wasnt that good lar)

Setting up the restaurant before it opens is definitely a lot of jobs!

Well well, its still fun though.. just that its really tiring! I'm whining but its really true you know! You have to stand all the time and sometimes you are stationed outdoor, so its really HOT!

We may be the 'best sales day'!!! Yipppppeeee!! The figure is not out yet though.. bt Mr Malik said that we MAY BE the winner! Pray pray pray!

Come TP and eat on yeah!! pls pls support! Help us boost our sales figure!

Im gonna go play nw! =p

2008-05-19T11:13:00.001+08:00

Happy BDAE to Mum and Zhihan!! =)

btw, there is this website that is giving free rice through the UN World Food Program if we answer the questions correctly! All we need to do is answer 1 vocabulary qn and they will give 20 grains of rice to those who do not have anything to eat!! It is quite interesting and at the same time you can learn more words and contribute to those in need! Do something meaningful while playing =)

http://www.freerice.com/index.php

2008-05-18T16:31:00.001+08:00

i HATE my face+skin!

It was SWELLING due to dental and now its super uber RED cos of medication!!!

>.<

2008-05-16T20:09:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really dont understand how people think.. sometimes this person is warm to u and the next min he/she may jst turn cold..

relationship among people is really amazing.. and at the same time its confusing.. i dont mean just bgr, bt also your relationship with your family and friends.. sometimes at the moment you see a person you will realise straightaway that you can click with him/her.. doesnt mean that first impression is always right but somehow it is mostly correct.. when you feel that you can click with somebody, you make the effort to take a further step ahead and get to know the person..

usually, the person that mean the most to you can bring you the greatest amount of hurt.. when you start to depend on that person and he/she walks away on you, you will feel as though the whole world collapse.. as though the world has betrayed you.. it hurts when the person whom you are close to do not trust you.. it hurts when you realise that the person who means a lot to you dont feel the same way as you do.. it hurts when nobody appreciate whatever that you have done.. it hurts when you realise that this person whom you have spent most of your time with actually do not place you as important as how you have placed them in your heart...

i know that all these things happen all the time.. that you do not have any control over it.. that the world doesnt stop spinning if all these happen.. but it just hurt.. and it irritates yourself knowing that you are not capable of doing something to stop all these things..

maybe it would be good if i can just remain as a kid that can just laugh freely.. without anything to think about..

All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

2008-05-13T10:30:00.000+08:00

i'm nw slacking at home instead of going school.. mi mouth is SWOLLEN!!!

i dun even dare to go out of mi house at all!! its actually something to do wif mi tooth.. had to draw out the blood vessel ( erm.. is drawing out the appropriate term for it?) it was really painful and uncomfortable on the first day before i went to dental.. bt nw its ok! i jst hope that everything will be fine on Wed since i think we will be taking corporate photography on that day! i dont want to take pic with my swollen mouth!! i dont even look like wina anymore! Swollen mouth makes you look like a totally different person! =(

i am so so so worried that i couldnt go to sch yest because that would mean that i couldnt attend the practice class for SSM! i couldnt even carry the plates properly now! how am i going to face the proficiency test that is coming up? sometimes ssm class is fun, we learnt lots of things but its just that i cant do many of the things correctly.. stressed!

oh ya.. hope that sheldon would get well soon! =)

2008-05-08T19:12:00.000+08:00

i am random but...

I wanna eat STEAMBOAT!!!!!!

2008-05-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

drama review : PROPOSAL DAISAKUSEN

heard bout this drama from elvi.. it's nt a new drama though.. bt its realli interesting and nice!

the story is about this guy who wants to stop his childhood friend, whom he loves deeply, from marryin another man. It's a light-hearted drama that contains deep thoughts within.. it can flood u with both laughter and tears..

it gets me to think about mi own life.. whether i will have regrets in the future.. for not being able to speak up.. for not being daring enough to pursue what i really want..

his love for rei (leading actress) is really beyond words.. actually every characters inside the drama are cool in their own way.. waaaahhh... wondering if friendship can really last dat long.. wondering how would it be lyk to have somebody to love u dat much.. wondering hw mi life will be.. wondering bout many many things..

i love this drama!

2008-04-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

haha.. back to update mi not-so-updated blog =D

life has been busy recently with the school starting which means that tutorials, quizzes and projects are stacking up!!! altough the workload is much lesser this sem, i still feel the pressure everywhr.. mayb its because of mi GPA for last sem which needs lots of improvement..

lots of things happen and so i dunno where to start typing it down..

oh ya.. i think i've gained weight!!! lots n lots of kg!! anybody wif secret formulas to lose weight pls pls pls pls let me knw!

have been AGAIN exposed to online shopping recently by sita! haha.. i wanna shoppppp!

need to gt another business suit for mi class.. brokeness to the max!

great singapore sale! where r uuuuu??????

2008-04-12T11:30:00.000+08:00

hellos!

something sad happened to me today...

as i was thinking dat mi hair is growing out of place n is becoming super messy, i asked Sita out to go n cut our hair together since she wanted to cut her fringe..

we went to chapter 2 opp bugis junction..

sita cut her fringe first n we waited for awhile for mi hairdresser to come..

when he finally came, he asked me wad kind of hairstyle do i want to cut.. i told him dat i didnt knw, maybe jst keep mi current hair length n shape mi hair to hav a more define layer..

den he told me, "Har? ur hair layer vr define readi wor, den ur hair is so thin that there is NOTHING to cut!"

SAD!

so i proceed on by asking him to jst cut mi fringe shorter then, bt he said dat it would be ugly if its shorter than how it is right now..

So..

end up i didnt cut mi hair at all!! this was the first time i went to a hairdresser and he dun want to cut mi hair for me! well.. at least he is honest n nvr jst anyhow cut to cheat mi money..

BUT!!! it's really SAD to hear dat i gt no hair to cut!! >.<

2008-04-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

oh well.. here i am again! =D
have been blog-jumping for awhile since i hav nothing to do..
and saw that many ppl changed a lot! i dunno if they changed or they hav been lyk that since long ago bt i dunno about it.. nah..

i hav been thinking too much lately.. n became so emo! NOOOOOO!!!!

bt i've shorted evrything out! i'm a happy girl again =D

went to gym wif sita n jane yest and finally gt some workout after so long!
i'm getting fatter n fatter as each day passed! oh pls.. i need to lose weight n become prettier and slimmer!! i wanna be smarter too!!! LOL

oh ya, bought the court shoes for SSM wif denise n rach.. it is super uber UGLY! hate it hate it hate it! bt i'd have to admit dat it's comfy though..

and..

WHEN IS THE TIMETABLE GONNA COME OUT????!!!!!!

actually all i need is someone who can always be there and is proud of who i am...

2008-04-05T01:07:00.000+08:00

hey ppl.. i'm feeling so so down rite nw.. feeling so discouraged..
evrything dat is happening nw jst isn't rite.. it's jst nt hw it's supposed to be.. or mayb not wad i thought it should be..
i'm so tired of trying again n again.. to make everything better.. n getting nothing.. maybe wad i'm doin jst isnt rite.. bt i dunno.. its realli too tough for me..
i realli miss those times when evrything was jst so beautiful n sweet.. when evrything was almost perfect.. bt i guess it was long long time ago.. n everything changes, don't they? i dun really knw hw things turn out to be lyk this.. well.. maybe its because of something dat i do.. or maybe things dat i nvr do.. hw i wish i could jst turn back time to those moments of life..
thought a lot recently.. booo.. i hate this.. seriously..
i miss the xxx xxx xxxxx xx...

2008-04-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

as usual, i hav always been blogging consistently for the first few entries in mi new blog, haha.. wondering hw long will i continue to blog faithfully this time round =p
today was realli bad!! thinking dat i havent been doing exercise for a long time, i decided to go n run.. while i was onli running mi 4th round, i felt super duper tired n suddenly the whole thing jst black-out! i stood there for almost 30 second b4 mi vision is finally clear again.. booo.. i am so weak larrrrr!! sobs.. think running is really nt for me.. anybody wanna go swimming together? =)
oh ya, n about april fool.. did any of u gt cheated on dat day? well.. i did.. =@
was actually msg-ing yonghong dat day cause i was really damn bored.. we chatted for awhile den he said "btw, i think u slimmed down!" waaahhh.. i was lyk really ar? thank u thank u...
den he said dat its april fool joke.. stupid yonghong! i hate him!!!
hhm... this holiday is seriously too long dat it left me wif nothing to do at home.. arrrgghhh...

bored

2008-04-01T12:30:00.000+08:00

I'm so so so so so BORED at home! someone pls ask me out!!

2008-03-31T21:20:00.000+08:00

Hmm... holiday life means sit-at-home-and-do-nothing life. I'm jobless and yet i hav many many things that i want to buy!! i want a small laptop, mp3, psp, white colour jacket, and le coq sportif bag! waahhhhhhh... money money pls!
btw i am so worried bout the new class that i will be in next sem!! wonder who will i be spending another half a yr of poly life wif.. really hope dat i will hav nice nice fren! omgoodness!! i miss 1H04 readi! Denise, Sasa n Rachel!!! pls pls let us be in the same class!! haixx... worry worry and worry...when will the timetable be out?!!!
phew.. looks lyk there's no point worrying..
well.. i'm a happy girl wif him! =)

NEW BLOG =)

2008-03-30T12:36:00.000+08:00

heys!! new blog new blog new blog =)
i love this blogskin!!! nice nice colours!
haha.. will try to update this time round!
REMIND me if i dont!
lol..